.the coward

As i mentioned to earlier , i loved the wrong man

Now, i realised i loved the coward

He has evoked me the love in me but he had no intention in loving me

We got reconnected after the day of my post

I was happy enough to hear him say "I can come and talk to your dad"

I thought he had the strength

But i was fooled again

He has no courage to even talk to his mother about me or neither he had any intention to initiate the talk

Do not get me wrong

I have no hard feelings towards him mum and  i am looking forward to stay with her if i am married to this guy

What i see he is coward of not able to take risk or fight for me

I reflect the whole level of my stupidity telling my family members that I liked him

They respected my feelings and my decision

They were willing to forget all the ego , anger , disappointment just for me

They were only concern if i liked the guy and i think im able to have him as life partner

Im being disappointed with my life where i lived long enough that i never had any proposal

When i thought i had it,  he was a coward and add zero value to my life

I have lost trust and confidence in him

But the emotional dependence is still lingering there , holding me on

I know it bitter truth that he will never stand up for me but i am still taking time to learn to accept it...